And if I were to type like this?
Aside from coming across like a pretentious try-hard, I’d be tempting more than one ghost.
the problem isn’t the hard limits and the clear noes and the senses of conviction;
the problem is the wibbly discomfort and the vague unsettled feeling that fails to yield to internal probing and the faintest hint of friction
it’s lack of real-time experience processing and the filter-barriers to noticing recognizing articulating a thought
it’s why-isn’t-this-right and just-wait-a-bit and but-normally-this-feels-like
it’s the tiny quiet hyper-personal accommodations and the Imposing even on those who want to know and it’s conflicted and changeable and Obnoxious
it’s always making room for and avoiding reactions, it’s cost-benefit calculus constantly and subconsciously and it’s
(and then they say what a nice time that was wholly free of suspicion and when do you ever mention how the story ended for you?)
because oops, things not being super clear. Continue reading
guess who opened up cos e-reader and found the very story about ai sexbot consciousness and self-defense? Continue reading
le obvious content warning.
i’ve been talking sex with my therapist lately and Man, verbal words are a lot harder than written. and so i’m thinking about language stuff, and trying not to let the euphemisms-are-childish/repressed shit seep in. Continue reading
you ever remember ex-friends that made you question your physical intimacy boundaries? Continue reading
and portability, and the body as micro-environment Continue reading